Dear winds of change
Kindly take me off my feet
Nurture my broken wounds
Heal me from my past
Wishing I could be professional as my troubles
As I am nothing but a lost case
A directionless mapless freek
Screaming like a inevitable pressure cooker
Exploding into the silence eating into my brain
Under stress, pain and of unknown
Pictured my flaws with these words
Under the proud impression of these verses
Untill I grow up for better or for worse
I am handling it somehow
Drowning in liquor of YouTube motivation
Opera speeches and insecurities
Seriously I need a new insurance policy for my emotions
Living in delusion
That I accomplished in switching off my humanity switch
Holding onto the dieing hope that only turned me insane
A immoral beast that was once everyone’s therapy human being
A caring person that forget to put herself first
Little did they know that person has died in me
Till a new day unravels itself
A life of a pycopath that the world turned me into
A emotionless piece of living meat
© G. V Raghavasree
Desert flower 
If you really, truly feel this way, take the time to read this book, below. (Link) Then stop by and see why Akira and the crew are up to. I’m about to add and delete. This book, however, is from the genius de jour: she’s a real hero.
https://www.walmart.com/ip/The-Age-of-Surveillance-Capitalism-The-Fight-for-a-Human-Future-at-the-New-Frontier-of-Power-9781541758001/841886442?wmlspartner=wmtlabs&adid=22222222222328387950&wmlspartner=wmtlabs&wl0=e&wl1=o&wl2=c&wl3=75316664778120&wl4=pla-4578916212845184&wl5=&wl6=&wl7=&%20wl10=Walmart&wl12=841886442_10001023726&wl14=surveillance%20capitalism%20book&veh=sem&msclkid=42ecc2e37b5d1b83d63f9da05d10f22d
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Thankyou so much for dropping by George. Means a lot. Yes I will look into this book. Always love to read your thriller series 😀✌🌸
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Shoshana’s book is a “must read” for the 21st Century. Thick book. But great. You may never look at social media the same way again.
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I will definitely look into it. You are making it sound like a interesting read
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You’re far too bright and too precious and too young to feel this broken.
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Awww thankyou so much George. Sometimes emotions overcome me and it just becomes difficult to handle it. But I am ok now. Thankyou for the concern.🙂💞
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Thank you very much. Paul has been a non-entity until now. You’re witnessing his emergence.
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Look forward to his rebirth of a character. keep blogging George
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Tonight, I was feeling the rage. Perhaps I can express this through Paul’s new consciousness. Love the way you express your own emotions. Powerful. Touches me.
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Do get your writing pad out man. Definitely look forward to what you are brewing in your addictive series.
Thank you so my much how you connect with my work. It means that I am doing something write as a writer. Have a great day George
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Waw..what a coincidence..both our new post talks on same topic-emotions ..and the supporting pic chose is also same 😊..
I must say-Beautifully penned 💙💚
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Oh wow. God looks like we have jinxed eachother. Look forward to reading your work.
Thankyou so much for dropping by 🙂🌸
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Yeah..Have a look when you have time..😊..😊..have a wonderful day..🙌🏻
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I will definitely. Thank you and have a blessed day
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Powerful lines. “Drowning in liquor of YouTube motivation
Opera speeches and insecurities
Seriously I need a new insurance policy for my emotions
Living in delusion”👌🏼
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Thankyou so much. 🙂
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Welcome 🙂
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🙂
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Noting how the injuries from our past had, hurt, that is, the very first step we take, to healing our selves up.
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Yes true. Thankyou for dropping by 🙂
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I LOV YOUR SIGHT DESIGNS
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Thankyou so much. Means a lot 🙂
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It is actually very creative. I hoped I subscribed correctly. Quick questions. You have any opinions to better my sight. Is it attractive
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Thank you so much. You have subscribed. You have a great site by the way. Your lead topics are unique and thought provoking. One advise i will give you is work on what topics your readers engage in and do try out the different themes in wordpress to see what suits your niche
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Thank you so much. I will work on that everyday. So grateful for your advice and sharing.
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The pleasure is all mine. All the best. ✌🙂
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Brilliantly you pulled out those metaphors from those words.
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Thank you so much. All try my best to keep my readers interested:)
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A new day always unravels itself with the sun shining on us. Always look towards the light and you’ll be free. Excellent poem on the dark that tries to deceive us!
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Yes true my friend. You hinted the message in there. Deeply appreciate your kind words:)
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You are so very welcome. Peace and light, my friend.
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You too lance. Have a great day:)
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Thank you… Have an awesome day!
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Powerful lines … but please, try to be more positive
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Thankyou so much. I try my best and sometimes can’t stop the dark thoughts lingering into my writing.🙂✌🌸
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A big hug from Italy!!!🤗🤗🤗
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Gratitude from India🙂🌸
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❤
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Beautiful writing. Vivid imagery
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Thank you so much. Always feels good when new reader drops by to say their thoughts. 🙂
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Thinking of you – I hope this is not a constant state of mind for you.
Also, I like this line: “Drowning in liquor of YouTube motivation”
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Appreciate you dropping by. Well I am trying my best. I am better now. Hope you have a great day.
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I often find myself drowning in Youtube – so I can def. relate!
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Yeah its a place of self redemption. Modern guilt needs modern innovative ways to get back yo life I guess. Glad to see you understand
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That person has not died in you. I see your kindness shining through. Keep sharing. Thankyou for your poetry.
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Thankyou so much. Means a lot 🙂
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“Wishing I could be as professional as my troubles” — oh yes, me too.
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Hahah high five. Both of us are same. Thankyou for dropping by 🙂
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“Drowning in liquor of YouTube motivation”… this is most definitely a feeling I relate to. Life just overwhelms us and we look for escape doors in these videos which we do let go off or forget sooner than can be anticipated
I loved your message and how you used imagery to potray the deep sentiments. Staying positive is hard, living positive is harder… we just ought to tune our minds with that consistency and move on💚
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Thankyou so much for dropping by with your kind words. Truly means a lot. Yes I totally agree with you.Glad to see you can relate to it.😊
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Screaming like a pressure cooker, might just help 🙂 🙂 Good luck with it all!
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Hahaha yeah. That’s the only option left. Thankyou for dropping by 🙂
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