Sinking

I am on choked on the conversations stuck to edge of my throat

Desperation waiting to find words

words hidden under my tongue

sealed by my lips

The utter emotions trying to escape me

As I have flash backs of moments lived together

As I hold stomach at every breath

As the lost parts of me have taken refuge in people,who I thought I knew

The untold confessions eating me inside out

Disrespect and betrayal on the same sides of the coin

Played by the gamer who I called my own

Sinking into the acceptance of this black hole

Passes another day till the cycle repeats

@Raghavasree

25 Comments Add yours

  1. Disrespect and betrayal on the same sides of the coin

    Played by the gamer who…

    Awwww….

    😢
    David

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    1. Well yeah..looks like you found the verse. Long time no see my friend. Hope you are well and sound.Thankyou for dropping by. Have a wonderful year ahead☺

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  2. Oh, the raw emotions here 🤍

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    1. My gratitude’s for observing it

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  3. It’s never easy, when we have to, re-experience the traumas we already experienced, but, this is, absolutely, necessary, if we want to, get past, what had, happened to us, and, move on, with the rest of our lives, to have, nothing of the past, affecting our, present.

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    1. Yes I could not agree more that we have to relive it again and again till we accept it so that we can move on. Thankyou Taurus in gemini☺

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  4. vaniheart says:

    Ohhh the emotions portrayed are so beautiful and thoughtful 💕 ❤

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    1. Thank you so much🙂

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  5. Navin says:

    Oh wow, the raw emotions…painful it

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    1. Navin says:

      I hit the button by mistake…I wasn’t finished writing my comment…so here I’m again…

      Oh wow, the raw emotions…Painful they surely are…but you’ve expressed them so beautifully, Raghavasree 💫

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      1. It’s fine. No worries. Thankyou so much for dropping by again with your kind words. Good day😃

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        1. Navin says:

          It’s my pleasure…you too have a good day, Raghavasree 😊

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    2. Thankyou Navin. I guess it’s a part of life☺

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      1. Navin says:

        You’re welcome Raghavasree…it is..

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  6. Jeff Flesch says:

    The feelings are beautifully expressed. Resonates deeply. ❤️

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    1. Thankyou so much Jeff😃

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      1. Jeff Flesch says:

        You’re welcome, Raghavasree. Always. ☺️

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    1. Thankyou so much☺✨

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    1. thankyou so much Jonathan

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